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Tuesday, 22 September 2009 7:32 pm
Hello people of the earth who own computers.
haven't been blogging much because i've been busy.
and by busy i mean sleeping. ALOT.
i'm really tired recently.
from 4-6.30pm, if you sms me or something, you'd have to wait a looooooong time for a reply.
sometimes i might not even bother replying because like 2hrs has past and you'd probably find another person to answer your question. -.-
"you and me the perfect team, chasing down the dream..."
hmm... what's MY dream?
who's MY "perfect" partner?
seems like i have no life.[as usual]
but i have no strengths whatsoever.
what dream can i possibly have?
get a strength? maybe?
annoying people? not much of a strength.
dance? bad coordination and not at all flexible!
singing? terrible. even I hate my own singing voice.
SEE! i really have no life!
oh gosh, what in the world have I been doing in the past short short 13 years of my life.
nothing.
forgot to mention. academic achievements.
HAHAHAH. yea right.
I'm a horrible person.
no discipline. cries WAY too much.
i can wake up in the middle of the night and just start crying.
why? i think i'm crying for NOTHING because EVERYTHING seems to be giving me way too much stress but everyone else seems fine with this and seem not at all stressed.
EVERYTHING is giving me stress.
when i try to relax, i can't even just look blankly into space.
my mind will go haywire and wonder what work there is.
when it needs to be handed up.
what do i need to work on.
when do i need to study. blah blah blah blah blah.
ARGH!
i've forgotten how to relax!
who in the world can do that!?
oh gosh.
missing p6 friends again.
don't get me wrong.
I like my 1D'ers but I miss my 6D'ers...
oh well, that's enough for now.
gotta go back to work.
really, i have work.
this was supposed to help me relax but it didn't work so..
goodnight and goodbye.
my first failure...
Tuesday, 1 September 2009 2:48 pm
and felt EVEN worse when i was told that i DESERVED to fail.
although it's only ONE failure so far, i don't want to see another one.
I'd think i'll like can't stop crying.
oh no. tears coming back!
time to get my mind off this rubbish.
but before that, i want to thank those who comforted me.
you guys are real sweet...
okay. to help me get rid of that thought, some re-calling.
TCHOUKBALL!
SHIOK-ness!
HAHAs.
before walking to church, I was watching disney channel and they showed this 'Sports Swap' thing.
coincidentally, it was about TCHOUKBALL! xD
coolio!
played Tchoukball, obviously.
It was great!
learning a new sport with friends... :D
fun. real fun.
got to see professionals play and gosh, they were GOOD!
after all that, went to compass point KFC with some peeps.
After eating, Brenda started these tricky questions thing.
I realised I was quite clever at these nonsensical questions. xD
but I couldn't figure out what 'fuzzy wuzzy' was.
when done, went home with Charmian.
ushered for 9am service.
sort of blur. xD
yay! RBS!
had loads of fun!
i don't really feel like typing everything out.
i all i can say is i like making the popiah but i did not like eating it. _|_
went to vivo with Jessica, alicia, wanzhen and peeps.
celebrated Jan's birthday after shopping with wanzhen.
well, attended the Teachers' day concert twice.
it was fun though. =]
later, we ran around the school searching for teachers to give out the muffins.
then i went to NCPS.
grr..
it was 11.00+AM and we could only go in at 1pm and stay till 3pm!
RAWR...
met up with pearl!
went to compass to find ZEE and ESABEL!
after lunch, went back to NCPS.
played and laughed ad hugged and jumped about.
[= had fun.
went home after that.
yea. nothing much.
now for a little laugh.
Joe: I'm just gonna bring a javelin...
LOL.
addicted to this song. cheers me up.
if you're wondering why it's so blurry, it's from the 3D movie. DUH!
kay! meechiao is done blogging! continue to support the Jonas Brothers! xD